christmas

Thankful for…

1. Having a roof over my head, food to eat, clothing to wear, and material goods;

2. A perfect little boy;

3. Friends and family who love me;

4. Books to read;

5. A God who doesn’t give up on me no matter how angry I get at Him, no matter how much I push Him away;

6. A job I like.

…for letting me open my eyes today
for hearing all the things that I couldn’t say
for being strong when I thought I was going to break
for never letting me go
I just want you to know
I’m grateful….

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I’m fighting a cold now, compliments of my little one. I’ve been trying to get a lot of rest, but not drinking enough fluids. The thing is–the OJ I got free from Meijer smells like armpits. Who wants to drink that? Ugh.

But if it’s not spoiled or rancid or whatever happens to OJ, I will go ahead and drink it. Anything to get this annoying feeling of bleh out of me.

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Aidan really wants the Mickey Mouse Clubhouse for Christmas. After watching the show on Saturday morning, I can see the appeal. It’s such a colorful and pretty show, perfect for preschoolers and their mommies who happen to like Mickey Mouse as well. :) But the clubhouse is back ordered 8 weeks! And the people selling it on eBay or Amazon are charging twice as much. My mother said not to worry, that she’ll get it for him somehow. And the show really is cute. And Aidan deserves it. He’s going through a lot now even though he doesn’t really know it, and he’s such a little trooper. He’s been so great. So great. Such a good sport.

That’s the hardest thing to deal with. Leaving him. I enjoy the breaks, but leaving him is hard. Last night was hard, but I didn’t cry on the way to my apartment like I have in the past. I know he’s okay, but I’m a mom. And moms always feel some sort of guilt. At least, this mom does.

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I’m off to bed again. First I’ll drink some OJ, then take some meds, plus my other pills. Work tomorrow is a tossup. We’ll see how I feel. I don’t have much sick time, though. This morning I went in with a fever. Eep.

‘Til next time…

(Originally published at Anywhere Is…)

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The Seal Has Been Broken & Other Randomness

I TRIED to wait until Friday, I PROMISE, but you know, I’m starting to feel the spirit a bit, so I decided to go ahead and play some Christmas music. I also thought I’d wait until Friday to start holiday shopping, but nope. I ended up picking up a few things at Target for Booba and some other people. Considering the situation, I am definitely going more frugal this year, but that doesn’t mean the gifts I choose will be any less personal or special.

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving!! It’s going to be weird, I’m not going to lie. Those of you who read Chris’s journal will know why. But I’ll make it. And Friday I get to see my mommy and my little Booba, who I haven’t seen since last Friday, and I miss him! I’m glad he’s with my mom, though, because he’s so happy there. All he could talk about last week was how much he loves his grandmommy and how excited he was to see her. I love calling her and telling her about that, because it makes her so happy. She’s thrilled to be spending Thanksgiving with Aidan again.

I walked to the post office today to mail a letter (starrlyte, watch your mailbox!) and buy stamps. It was a pleasant walk. Nice weather. Then I came home and lit a Nag Champa and for some reason, I sneezed about 10 times. It was weird. I’m okay now, but still. That was so strange.

I booked a LONG trip to Chicago in February. I was planning on going anyway, but not for as long as I ended up booking it. February 9-18, 2007. It’s going to be a busy week. So much going on, with book releases and 30th birthday parties and all sorts of other things. I’m really looking forward to it. It’ll be just the perfect thing to break up the endless Ohio grey days.

I managed to get ahold of a copy of the Philly Dylan concert I attended. I listen to Desolation Row over and over because the arrangement on it is just so freakin’ amazing. I also keep listening to Tangled Up In Blue and Highway 61 Revisted. It’s fun to think “Wow, I was sitting in the audience and bopping my head during this song!”

Tonight, I will be playing on the computer, journaling, and writing letters. Reading, relaxing, all that good stuff. Should be peaceful.

And of course, a survey.

Or two.

Finish The Sentences…

1. I’ve come to realize that…
life is funny.

2. I am listening to…
Christmas music.

3. I talk…
about Aidan a lot.

4. I love…
spaghetti.

5. My best friend(s)…
mostly live out of town.

8. I hate it when people…
are rude and stupid.

9. Love is…
wonderful, terrible, amazing, crazy, unpredictable, beautiful, need I go on?

10. Marriage is….
not going to go there.

11. Somewhere, someone is…
having sex.

12. I’ll always…
be short.

13. I have a secret crush on…
no one.

14. The last time I cried was…
Sunday.

15. My cell phone…
pisses me off. Especially the Verizon never having a signal part.

16. When I wake up in the morning….
I think about how long the work day is.

17. Before I go to sleep at night…
I read.

18. Right now I am thinking about…
holiday stuff.

19. Babies are…
adorable.

20. I get on MySpace…
not too often.

21. Today I…
worked.

22. Tonight I will…
sleep.

23. Tomorrow I will…
eat.

24. I really want…
to be a best-selling author.

25. The person who most likely to repost this is…
Ivy swankivy, Cara caragirl, maybe Helen helenatural.

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–> What is the date 2 days after your birthday?: Three days before Christmas. You figure it out. Har dee har har.

–> How many pairs of jeans do you own?: I own a lot, but I only wear three of them. My 7s are my favorite.

–> How many are designer?: Just one pair.

–> What color do you wear most?: Pink.

–> Least favorite color?: Mmmm…. hmm. I guess puce. Or something like that.

–> Last song heard on the radio?: I can’t remember.

–> What’s for dinner tonight?: I don’t know yet.

–> Are you happy with your life right now?: I am… astounded by my life right now.

–> Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity?: Yes.

–> Who did you last call on your cell phone?: The doctor’s office. The line was busy.

–> Do you shop at stores like Hollister, Abercrombie & Fitch, American Eagle, or Aeropostale?: Aeropostale, when I have money.

–> How do you make money?: I work.

–> Last thing you bought over 50 dollars?: A plane ticket.

–> How’s the weather?: Cold and clear.

–> Are you missing someone right now?: Yes, and yes.

–> What chores do you have around the house: Dishes. Empty the trash. Build a bookcase.

–> Finish this sentence. I wish…I had more money.

–> One word to describe you: Passionate.

–> Favorite pair of shoes: My brown Oxfords.

–> Do you own big sunglasses? At least three pair.

–> Do you find yourself attractive?: Sometimes.

–> Why is the first person in your Top 8 in the spot? She’s one of my best friends.

–> What would you rather be doing right now?: No comment.

–> What should you be doing right now?: Probably the dishes. HA.

–> Last IM you recieved?: Adam.

–> Who did you hug today? Lucy.

–> What are you going to do now?: Answer some emails.

Ivy, I usually get surveys from MySpace. There are usually loads posted in the bulletins.

Til next time!

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LMFAO

Aidan can’t quite pronounce the Ss at the beginning of his words yet. They sound like Ds.

He got a hockey stick for Christmas.

He wanted tape on it.

You can imagine what happened.

Aidan: I need tape on my dick.

Ronni and Chris – silent, crazy laughter.

We have that on tape. Can’t wait to show him when he’s older. HA.

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O Happy Day! (Pictures)

“For a child is born to us, a son is given us; upon his shoulder dominion rests. They name him Wonder-counselor, God-hero, Father-forever, Prince of Peace. His dominion is vast and forever peaceful, from David’s throne, and over his kingdom, which he confirms and sustains by judgment and justice, both now and forever. The zeal of the LORD of hosts will do this!” (Is. 9:5-6)

Thank you God, for the best Gift of all, forever and ever, Amen.


I took this last night before I went to bed. 🙂

Aidan woke up at 8:30am! His diaper was completely soaked, as were all the clothes he had on. We changed him (he wanted to wear Elmo clothes but they were still packed) then headed downstairs to see what Santa brought. He gasped and said “That’s Mine!” It was so cute. It took us about two hours to get though all of our presents–Aidan sometimes would go on strike, or get really hung up on a current toy and not want to move on. So cute.

Hmm. I got a lot of good stuff. Check it out:


– jacket
– sweater
– Harry Potter Scene It!
Shaun of the Dead DVD
Pirates of the Caribbean DVD – this is actually for the whole family! 🙂
Lean on Me DVD
The O.C. season two DVD set
– Mickey Mouse bank
– Mickey Mouse watch
– Disney CD
– Mickey Mouse playing cards
– stickers
– baby Princess Leia and Han Solo
– candy
– mini lava lamp
– Bath and Body works stuff
Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants (all 3 books)
Kingdom Keepers book

More Pictures!

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