So, this whole diet thing? Yeah. Not going so well. I can’t seem to stop eating. I keep eating and eating and eating. I’m always so hungry, and I hate that. On top of that, something is plaguing me and WON’T GO AWAY no matter how much I pray about it. Aidan is being extra moody. And violent. I swear, he hates me half the time and loves me to death the other half. Is this normal?

Emotionally, it’s just a bootie day for me. Lots of ups and downs. Lots of spiritual and mental wrestling. Dear God, if only I could let go of certain things. I think I’d feel a lot better.