Okay, so honestly?
I’m scared. I have to take some huge steps in the next WEEK and I’m kind of numb with terror. I’ve come so far, but I still worry if I’m jumping the gun. Making mistakes. Except, when I’m there, I feel at peace.
I’m procrastinating. Mentally, it’s all done. There isn’t a whole lot to do, but it’s still overwhelming just the same.
The hard part is getting there. Wading through the guilt and hurt. Upheavels. Change. Change. And change.
But I’ll make it. I’ll make it. I will make it.