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It’s also hard when almost everything in your life is falling apart so rapidly that you wonder when the amazing thing is going to disappear as well.

And you wonder what else will go wrong.

And even though people care, and you know they care, your heart refuses to believe it. And you feel alone. So very alone.

I pray the good things won’t fall away. Just seems the road to my happiness is riddled with pain and tears. Will it even be worth it if I get there?

(Originally published at Anywhere Is…)

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One of the hardest things to deal with is when you are bursting to tell everyone about something amazing that’s happening to you, but you can’t because telling people would not only be remarkably stupid, but could also ruin your entire life.

It doesn’t make sense, I know. And it’s kind of a tough position to be in. But I’ll take what I can, and trust that I’ll know the right time to tell all. I only know it’s not NOW.

(Originally published at Anywhere Is…)

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To Do

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All right. From my To-Do list of http://lilrongal.livejournal.com/358450.html, I’ll cross off what I’ve done so far:

– Schedule appointment with Dr. Passias (ASAP)
– Burn some pictures to a CD to take to work
– Finish putting a bunch of Dylan albums onto my computer
– Grocery shopping (Thursday)
– Balance checkbook (Friday or Saturday)
– Fax a BUTTLOAD of paperwork (this week!)
– Make 9,000 phone calls and close all my credit card accounts (yee-haw!)
– Write-up about Cleveland Public Schools for Jen (due Friday)
– Find and return a library book (eek!)
– Read
– Memory Stick Dump
– Aidan’s SSN to HR
– Snail mail letter to someone special ♥
– Answer loads of emails
– Poke The Agent
– Buy birthday cards and actually mail the things

Wow, still lots to do. Luckily, I have just under 15 days left in September to do it all. Whew.

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Spill Your Secrets #5

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In the tradition of Post Secret, it’s time for another Anonymous Post Meme.

Post anything that you want, and post it anonymously. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love – anything. Just be sure to post anonymously…

Spill your soul. It’ll be good for you.

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