It’s also hard when almost everything in your life is falling apart so rapidly that you wonder when the amazing thing is going to disappear as well.
And you wonder what else will go wrong.
And even though people care, and you know they care, your heart refuses to believe it. And you feel alone. So very alone.
I pray the good things won’t fall away. Just seems the road to my happiness is riddled with pain and tears. Will it even be worth it if I get there?
(Originally published at Anywhere Is…)