:(

Seriously,

Am I wasting my time with this writing stuff?

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This Isn’t Fair

Why is it already 1am?

Long day of meetings–FOUR, to be exact, not to mention paperwork out the bootie and no money for lunch. Oh yeah, and I have to pay that speeding ticket.

Tuesday is already shaping up to be BAD–unless I load up on caffeine and/or Red Bull.

The weather forecast calls for rain.

Did I mention that I have FOUR meetings to attend?

(At least I have a new outfit to wear. I heart Aeropostale and their cheap, cheap, cute clothes).

I’m never going to finish a writing project. :( My dreams are too big, my time is too short and I really doubt my writing sometimes most of the time.

I should sleep. Then I’ll have enough energy for the downward spiral that is attacking me as I type.

*goes to crawl into a hole. takes laptop with her. because even as she starts to again despise the words she has written, she still can’t stop writing. she just can’t.*

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Revising & Writing

Going okay, but not without challenges.

1. I had lots of time to write last night, but I slept instead.
2. I keep having Aidan duty. And he’s feisty.
3. Work is super busy.
4. Too many other commitments.

I’m getting discouraged. :( I have so much I need to get done and time is SPEEDING away from me. :( No fair.

Oh well.

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&… (Pictures)


Friday night, a bunch of us gals went to Z. Cucina for their grand opening on November 4, 2005. I had a good time, just hanging out, eating good food, and bonding. 🙂 I had Organic Chicken Parmigiana. It was VERY delicious. I also drank the best Amaretto Sour I’ve ever had in my life. It was outstanding.


Yummm!!!

I have started reading Someone Like You by Sarah Dessen (writergrl). Seriously, guys, she is SERIOUSLY an amazing author. Read her stuff now. I pray that I’m at least half the writer she is.

Busy weekend, and it’s not over yet. I hope next weekend will be a bit more relaxing, that’s for sure. Then the holiday rush will be starting soon. Can you believe it? People on our street have Christmas decorations up already. I’m not talking “let’s-put-the-lights-up-today-because-it’s-nice-out-and-not-turn them-on-yet” decorations. No, these people have everything decked out. Lights on, wreaths wreathing. It’s insane. I like to wait until the day after Thanksgiving–but it will probably have to wait this year. Chris has to work that Friday AND Saturday, and the weekend after as well. 🙁 I guess I can put up the other stuff, and save the tree for mid-December. I don’t know, we’ll see. Aidan’s going away for two weeks in December, and I want him to be with me when we put up the tree. We’ll have to work something out. I plan to take LOTS of pictures. Flickr, get ready!! 🙂

I should get some rest. I had a very long day and if I don’t go to church Sunday morning, Bizzy will not be happy with me. : Then there is a lunch-type thingy at the in-laws’ place. Chris is going ice skating afterwards which means Aidan duty for me, so not a lot of rest, I don’t think. Bah. Why are weekends so short? Dang it.

Did I happen to mention that my son is obsessed with ampersands now?

Good night.

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Totally Gangked Entry

Ivy (swankivy) did this great post with neat surveys and concepts and such. I feel the need to do this. A long time ago, I used to do a weekly blessing post. I’ve come away from that, and I need to get back into it. If only I could remember what I called it…

Anyway, just like Ivy, I’m going to post a list of what isn’t wrong in my life. 🙂

  1. I enjoy my job.
  2. I see photos everywhere now, even when I don’t have my camera.
  3. I have the best little boy ever!
  4. I’m filling with creativity.
  5. I can drive.
  6. I have a cute car.
  7. I am comfortable.
  8. I got to see so many places over the past 18 months: Las Vegas, Disneyworld, Disneyland, Los Angeles, Chicago, Smoky Mountains, Cedar Point!!
  9. I have fun with my friends.
  10. The Grove.
  11. Good music.
  12. A God who loves me!!

1. What time did you get up this morning? About 7:07am.

2. Diamonds or Pearls? Diamonds.

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Waiting.

4. What is your favorite TV show? I like Food Network–Unwrapped and Iron Chef. Good Eats is cool, too.

5. What did you have for breakfast? Lots of candy. 😡

6. What is your middle name? Lanean.

7. Favorite cuisine? YUMMY.

8. What foods do you dislike? ONIONS, nuts, mushrooms, okra, cabbage.

9. What is your favorite chip flavor? Snyder BBQ.

10. What is your favorite CD at the moment? Not sure. I like lots of music. The last one I bought was Atlantis by David Arkenstone.

11. What kind of car do you drive? 2002 Hyundai Accent, silver.

12. Favorite sandwich? Roast beast, or rotisserie chicken baKOK!

13. What characteristic do you despise? Flakiness and unrealiability. Phoniness, too.

14. Favorite item of clothing? Not sure…

15. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? Disneyworld.

16. What color is your bathroom? White. Kind of exciting, don’t ya think. LOL.

17. Favorite brand of clothing? Aeropostale.

18. Where would you retire to? Hmm. Probably Arizona.

19. What was your most memorable birthday? 30th, for sure.

20. Favorite sport to watch? Gymnastics.

21. Furthest place you are sending this? It’s on the ‘net, so WHO KNOWS!

22. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? Since I’m not sending it out, I guess probably not many people will answer it.

23. Person you expect to send it back first? Same as above.

24. Goal you have for yourself? GET PUBLISHED. Go back to a Disney park SOON.

25. When is your birthday? December 20.

26. When is your anniversary? August 05.

27. Are you a morning person or a night person? Night.

28. What is your shoe size? 6.5.

29. Pets? 3 cats — Gracie, Lucy, and Fi.

30. Any new and exciting news you’d like to share with us? Not really.

31. What did you want to be when you were little? Too many things to name.

32. How are you today? Busy and full of slackitude. <-- not gonna change it cause it's so true. 33. What is your favorite candy? 3 Musketeers. 34. What is your favorite flower? Wildflowers. 35. What is a date on the calendar you are looking forward to? None at the moment, LOL. 36. Where is the furthest you have ever been from home? Los Angeles. 37. A small thing you really enjoy? Candy.

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