You Seriously Don’t Care

A Survey
Told ya you didn’t care.

1. What’s your name? Ronni
2. Where are you from? OH
3. What’s your favorite vegetable? Snow peas or green beans.
4. Does coffee suck? It makes me sick.
5. Who’s the most beautiful (by your definition of “beautiful”)? n/a.
7. Do you like potatoes? YES!!!!
8. Do you wear make-up? Yes. I wear powder and lipstick and eyeshadow. And “makeup” if my face is blotchy.
9. Sweden or Norway? I don’t know. I’d like to visit both someday.
10. Do you play video games? Oh.Yeah.
11. What’s your middle name? Lanean.
12. Do you have any siblings? One sister.
13. Do you get along with them? Yup.
14. What’s the last cd you bought? Avril Lavigne – Under My Skin
15. What’s the best cd you own? As if I can choose! I change my mind so much!!
16. What’s the worst cd you own? I don’t know.
17. How old are you? 29.
18. What’s most important? I don’t know.
19. What’s your favorite song? Anywhere Is by Enya
20. Are you right handed of left? Right.
21. Spearmint or peppermint? Either.
22. What’s the most comfortable pair of shoes you own? All of them!!
23. Do you like these surveys? Duh.
24. What’s your favorite color? Pink, light blue, lavendar.
25. What’s your favorite fruit? Peaches.
26. Is pornography gross or entertaining? Disgusting and degrading.
27. Do you believe that there is a God? Yes,and I LOVE HIM.
28. Are you still in school? No.
29. Does AOL suck? No.
30. Is punk dead? No.
31. Best band in the world is? Aerosmith.
32. Favorite number? 19.
33. What’s your favorite brand of gum? Dentyne Ice.
34. If you could marry anyone in the world, man or woman, celebrity or non-celebrity, living or dead, who would it be? Already married…
35. Why?
36. What are your parents’ names? Lenora and Greg.
37. Color or colour? Colour.
38. What’s your favorite kind of music? Pop/trance/worship/new age.
39. Do you wear glasses? Contacts.
40. Did you enjoy your high school experience? A very small amount of it.
41. Who’s your favorite comedian? Wanda Sykes.
42. Who do you wish you could smack in the face? Strangely–no one at the moment.
43. Was your childhood enjoyable? Some parts.
44. What’s your favorite kind of cheese? You want me to CHOOSE?
45. What’s your “guilty pleasure” movie? Titanic.
46. Did the 80s suck? NO way, dude.
47. What’s your favorite curse word? *shrug*
48. Do you like donuts? Sure.
49. Do you hate these questions? No
50. Do you have any animals? Yes. Three cats. What was I thinking?

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1) First Grade Teacher: Ms. Ortman. I LOVED her.
2) Last word you said: “Okay” probably.
3) Last song you sang: “Take Me Away”
4) Last person you hugged: Aidan
6) Last time you said ‘I love you’: Last night, to Aidan.
7) Last time you cried: This morning.
8) What’s in your CD player: Avril – Under My Skin
9) What color socks are you wearing: Blue and white.
10) What’s under your bed: Nothing. The mattress/box spring sits directly on the floor.
11) What time did you wake up today: 6:30am.
13) Current hair: golden, curly.
14) Current clothes: Jeans, a sweater vest and blouse thingy type shirt.
15) Current annoyance: My scratchy throat. I REFUSE TO GET SICK.
16) Current longing: heh.
17) Current desktop picture: Something pretty from Pea Pod Design.
18) Current worry: The house is a mess.
19) Current hate: The lack of free time.
20) Story behind your LJ username: It’s been my AOL sn for 7 years now.
21) Current favorite article of clothing: Hmmm….
22) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: Eyes, hair, smile.
23) Last CD that you bought: Avril – Under My Skin
24) Favorite place to be: Hmmm….
25) Least favorite place: Haha.
26) Time you wake up in the morning: Ummm…. this was already answered. :
27) Do you play an instrument? I mess around with the guitar.
If not what do you want to play?: I want to be better at the guitar and I’d like to play piano and violin.
28) Favorite color: Pink.
29) Do you believe in an afterlife: Yes.
30) How tall are you: 5’2″
31) Current favorite word/saying: “banana”
32) Favorite book: Don’t have one.
33) Favorite season: Autumn.
34) One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: I think Shannon.
35) Favorite day: Friday night.
36) Where do you want to go: Vegas, Disneyworld, London, Australia, New Zealand, Scotland, Ireland, Los Angeles, New York, Boston.
37) What is your career going to be like: *sigh*
38) How many kids do you want?: 1 AND THAT’S ALL.
39) What kind of car will you have: I will have an Audi TT someday….
40) Type a line you remember from any book: “I’m not polictially correct.”
41) A random lyric: “I’m not afraid of anything.”

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
who is your best friend?: Jen*Jen, Ivy, Kelly P
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Nope

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
1. where is your favorite place to shop: Aeropostale, Target
2. any tattoos or piercings: Used to have a navel piercing. Plan to get another one very soon.

s p e c i f i c s
1. do you do drugs?: No.
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: Optimum Care.
3. what are you most scared of?: Something happening to Aidan, and other random stuff I don’t want to talk about.
4. what are you listening to right now?: I get the feeling that several surveys are smashed into one. I’ve already answered this.
5. who is the last person that called you?: Chris, probably.
6. where do you want to get married?: n/a
7. how many buddies are online right now?: I’m not in a place where I can get that information.
8. if you could change anything about yourself,one what would it be? I’d take better care of myself. I’d get rid of that one stupid sin…

f a v o r i t e s
1. color: Pink
2. pasta: Vermicelli
3. boys names: Aidan, Aaron, Jason
4. girls names: Adrianna, Ariel
5. subjects in school: I loved gymnastics and dance.
6. animals: Giraffes, panda bears
7. sports: Gymnastics

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
1. given anyone a bath?: Aidan, and little cousins and other babysitting charges
2. smoked?: Yes
3. bungee jumped?: Not yet!
4. made yourself throw up?: Yes
5. skinny dipping?: Not yet.
6: ever been in love?: Yes
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: I don’t think so…
8. pictured your crush naked?: LOL
9. actually seen your crush naked?: this is a naughty question.
10. cried when someone died?: Yes.
11. lied: Yes.
12. fallen for your best friend?: No
13. been rejected?: Yes.
14. rejected someone?: Yes.
15. used someone?: What…?
16. done something you regret?: Yes.

f i n a l | q u e s t i o n s
1. do you like filling these out?: Sometimes.
2. how many people are you sending this to?: –
3. who will send it back?: –
4. least likely to send it back?: –
5. gold or silver?: Silver
6. what was the last film you saw at the movies?: The Incredibles
7. favorite cartoon?: The Proud Family
8. what did you have for breakfast this morning?: No breakfast.
9. who would you hate to be locked in a room with?: I can think of a few people….
10. who would you love being locked in a room with?: no comment
11. could you live without your computer?: I’d hate it.
12. would you color your hair?: No.
13. could you ever get off the computer?: I get off the computer. To do necessary things like sleep and eat and such.
14. habla espanol?: un poco
15. how many people are on your buddy list?: 65
16. drink alcohol?: Rarely.
17. like watching sunrises or sunsets?: Sunsets are more beautiful.
18. what hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?: Emotional


Long distance relationships = *shrug*
Using someone = against
Killing people = against
Teenage smoking = against
Premarital sex = *sigh*
Driving drunk = very against
Gay/lesbian relationship = who cares?
Soap operas = don’t care
Abortions = I’m not even going to touch this one. :

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1. What time did/do you get up? 6:35am

2. If you could eat lunch with one person, who would it be? Hmm. I have lots of people in mind for this one.

3. Gold or silver? Silver. Tiffany silver, to be specific.

4. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? The Incredibles.

5. What is your favorite TV show? The O.C.

6. What did/do you have for breakfast? Nothing.

7. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? No comment.

8. What/Who inspires you? Music. Aidan. Among other people/things.

9. What is your middle name? Lanean.

10. Beach, city or country? All three have their good points…

11. Favorite ice cream? Chocolate with M&M mixin from Maggie Moos.

12. Butter, plain or salted popcorn? I don’t eat popcorn.

13. What kind of car do you drive? 2002 Hyundai Accent.

14. Favorite Sandwich? Roast beast.

15. What characteristics do you despise? Disrespect and arrogance.

16. Favorite flower? I don’t really have one.

17. If you could go anywhere in the world on a vacation, where would it be? Europe, I think.

18. What color is your bathroom? The downstairs one is rose, the upstairs one is green, the master is still white.

19. Favorite brand of clothing? Aeropostale, I think.

20. Where would you like to retire? Hmmm. I don’t even enertain this question because I’ll never be able to retire.

21. Favorite day of the week? Friday night.

22. Red or white wine? Neither. I am not a wine drinker.

23. What did you do for your last birthday? I smiled and pretended all was perfect while screaming inside. Hopefully the upcoming one will be better.

24. Where were you born? Cleveland, OH.

25. Favorite sport to watch? Gymnastics.

26. Person you least expect to send this back to you? Guess you can tell I get this from email, right? :)

27. Who do you expect to send it back first? Again. See #26.

28. What fabric detergent do you use? I think ALL right now.

29. Coke or Pepsi? Neither. I don’t like brown pop.

30. Favorite Music? I’ll listen to almost anything that sounds good (to me).

31. Are you a morning person or a night owl? Night owl for sure.

32. What is your shoe size? 6.5

33. Do you have any pets? 3 cats.

34. How long did it take you to complete this? Hmmm… I didn’t bother to time myself.

35. What is your full name? Ronica Lanean –

36. What do you want to be when you “grow up?” An author, rich, and happy.

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Long, Rambling Entry & Stuff

Stolen from Tami!

I AM: A Dreamer.
I WANT: To be normal.
I HAVE: Issues.

I WISH: That I would be content in God alone.
I HATE: My sin.
I FEAR: Never being happy again.
I HEAR: Too many lies.
I SEARCH: For God and His Truth.
I WONDER: What’s the point?
I REGRET: Too much.
I LOVE: Jesus.
I ALWAYS: Let fear get the best of me.
I SING: In my car. Please don’t put me on Motormouth.
I CRY: A lot
I WIN: Rarely.
I LOSE: Often.
I NEED: A Savior.
I SHOULD: Stop looking to others to save me.


I KEEP A DIARY: Several. Online and offline.

I LIKE TO COOK: Spaghetti.

I HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: It hadn’t been shared, but now it has been and I feel relieved that it has been.

I BELIEVE IN LOVE: Depends on the kind of love you’re talking about. ;)

THE SEXIEST PERSON I KNOW OF: ADAM BRODY. Or maybe not so much…. cause he’s adorable, but not really sexy. So I’m thinking Angelina Jolie.


CLOSEST FRIEND: Jen*Jen, Ivy, Kelly P


THE LAST THOUGHT I WENT TO SLEEP WITH: Probably something I had no business thinking of….

INSIDE JOKE: “Where’s Todd?”

WANT TO GET MARRIED: I am married.

GET MOTION SICKNESS: If I sit in the backseat AND read.

GET ALONG WITH MY PARENTS: My mommy and stepdaddy.


EYE COLOR: hazel

HAIR COLOR: golden

BIRTHPLACE: Cleveland, Ohio



COLOR: Pink.

Day: Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. And Tuesday evenings.

MONTH: June, September, December

Song: Anywhere Is – Enya

FOOD: Spaghetti

SEASON: Autumn.



CRIED? No. If you’d said the past 48 hours, then yes.

HELPED SOMEONE? No. If you’d said the past 48 hours, then yes!



TALKED TO AN EX? No, but I got a wedding invitation from him on Saturday.

MISSED AN EX? Only as a friend. He was wacky.


HAD A SERIOUS TALK? Hmmm… tack on another 8 hours and I can say yes.






1. Aerosmith

2. Pink Floyd

3. –

4. –

5. –


CLOTHES: khaki colored coudoroys from Gap, Gap sweater, Gap socks… um…

JEWLERY: wedding band, Mickey Mouse watch, Tiffany bracelet

HAIR: Down, bang held back by a clip.

MAKE UP: A little.





THING YOU ATE: One of those Halloween colored Kit Kats.

PERSON YOU TALKED TO: A guy asking if I had a Time Zone map.

PERSON YOU CALLED: another secretary.



1. Publish a novel.
2. Drive an Audi TT
3. Save some money.
4. Skydive.
5. Go to Paris.
6. Go to London.
7. Fly first class.
8. Ride a horse.
9. Take another dance class.
10. Get off my medication.


1. Spaghetti
2. Cream of Wheat
3. Bacon
4. Prime Rib
5. Wellington chicken
6. Spinach
7. Dressing
8. Macaroni and Cheese
9. Greens


1. Charla
2. Ivy
3. Jason
4. –
5. –
6. –
7. –
8. –


1. Travis
2. Mark
3. Shawn
4. Susan (Snoozin)
5. Drema
6. Rick


1. Clueless
2. Girls Just Want To Have Fun
3. Firestarter
4. Tomb Raider
5. Harry Potter


1. Rob and Tyler together.
2. Aidan.
3. The Proud Family.
4. –


1. Beat It – MJ
2. almost any Madonna song
3. Pour Some Sugar On Me – Def Leppard


1. My camera.
2. My iPod.


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I got my evaluation done at the chiropractor’s office today. She took more X-rays and asked me some questions, and I had to take a “quiz” that had some of the most absurd answers on it. Wednesday, I get to see if all the cracking and tractioning did anything.

Traffic was no fun this morning. Lots of cars going slowly along the highway. Boo.

Tonight, I get to hang out with Bizzy (otaku_witch)! I am so excited. I’m pretty much going there straight after work. Should be some good times.

I was all set to write a nice, long entry and I’ve just completely lost it.

Got this in email today:

Changing Your Mental Outlook

1. Look at how the different elements in your life interact: home/relationships/health/work. If your personal life isn’t in order, it’s harder to focus on your projects at work. Chaos in your personal life can be compounded by stress at work.

2. Infect yourself with positive thoughts and look for the opportunity or lesson in every challenge.

3. Develop a diverse support system at work. It’s fun and comfortable to be with people who are like you or you’ve known for a long time. However, it is equally important to develop strong relationships with people who aren’t just like you.

4. Don’t belittle your job or employer. Work provides you with a purpose, challenges you, puts food on your table, enables growth, and stimulates you in a variety of ways. Work should be seen in a positive light — even on Monday mornings!

This woman named Joan Burge is head of THE World Class Administrative Assistant program. She sends out these things every Monday called “Monday Motivators.” That’s where the above statements were taken from.

I love how easy these statements make things sound you know? Perhaps I am just a pessimistic or too sensitive. I’ve come into work with positive thoughts only to be shut down because a certain person is in a pissy mood and decides I’m to be the figurative whipping boy. How the heck is one supposed to handle that all the time? Walking on eggshells? I hate it, and yet, I can’t get out because I’m apparently not skilled enough for ANY JOB.


Anyway. I’ll try to “choose my attitude” or whatever. Cooperate mumbo-jumbo just gets on my nerves sometimes. As does the “GAME” which I will never master because I’m not ruthless like that. Well, whatever.

I came in this morning with a decent attitude. I really did. Until I saw “make copies for me. find me a conference room.” I just want to pull my hair out because I have all these OTHER skills that are dying to be used, and I try to use them and they have no interest in that. NOBODY respects a secretary, and that’s unfortunately because that means breaking out of this role is virtually impossible.

I don’t want to be one of those “I’m too good for this job” snobs. Because a job puts food on the table. A job is meant for sustaining life. Just once, I’d like to wake up and look forward to the things I have to do, the people I work with. Instead of wondering what HE will be waiting to bitch at me about because apparently I can’t even do this job right, maybe I can come in and go back to getting the glowing reviews I used to back in the day.

It’s so hard going from overachiever to nonachiever. :( Once you fall, there’s no getting back up. Stuck. Bah.

I guess I did ramble after all.

Random Questions & Thoughts.

– I wonder why Shania Twain picks such weird titles for her songs.
– Why does it always have to be about someone else? Can it ever be about ME without resulting in my feeling guilty or selfish?
– What’s the point of praying when God’s going to do what He wants anyway?
– Why can’t I stand up for myself when people piss me the hell off?
– Credit cards are evil.

And that’s it for now, I think.

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Just stuff.

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