Good Things

1. Finding Aqua Teen Hunger Force clips on YouTube.
2. Finally locating the Teen section at the library.
3. Checking out loads more books from the library. πŸ˜€
4. DSL up and running with little hassle.
5. Space heaters.
6. Hostess Ding Dongs.
7. Cute little boys who have curly hair.
8. Healing crystals.
9. Writing letters.
10. Cuddly kitties.
11. Finding random Rollos in random places on my desk at work, left by The Rollo Fairy.
12. Spending the evening in the glider and reading.

…and a meme/survey thingy…

Stolen from helenatural

My Childhood Ambition:
I was always interested in weird stuff, like being a CPR instructor or working in a toy factory. I started writing when I was 11.

My Fondest Memory:
Meeting MMC in 1993.

My Favourite Retreat:
Disney World, or Chicago. Or my bedroom, under the electric blanket.

My Wildest Dream:
Being a best-selling author.

My Proudest Moment:
Hmm…

My Biggest Challenge:
Not being so hard on myself.

My Alarm Clock is:
Really cool-looking! Retro-like.

My Perfect Day:
Staying in, cuddling, playing on the computer or reading.

My First Job was:
A deli clerk.

My Most Decadent Indulgence:
None anymore, but I loved to get 90-minute massages.

My Inspiration:
Just about anything.

My New Years Resolutions:
The Dec. 31st entry’ll tell ya.

My Ideal Companion:
πŸ™‚

My Favourite Colour:
Pink

The Last Book I Read:
Pretties by Scott Westerfeld.

How many Books I Read in 2006:
About 108.

My Ideal Home Would be:
Somewhere pretty and warm, and close to my loved ones.

I am Expert at:
Being Aidan’s mommy.

My Funniest Joke:
Poop.

My Favorite Animal:
Lucy, followed by giraffes and panda bears.

My Favorite Breakfast:
I like the Rooty Tooty Fresh & Fruity from IHOP. All bacon, eggs scrambled hard, strawberry topping on the pancakes. Mmmm.

My Favorite Snack:
Chocolate

My Favourite TV Show:
N/A

My Couch:
Is non-existent at the moment.

Your Greatest Fear:
Hell

Your Favorite Entertainer:
N/A

Your Favourite Meat & Veggie:
I like beef, and spinach.

Worst Person in the World:

And the Ass Size Survey:

ASS SIZE SURVEY

There is a new study out about women and how they feel about their asses.

I thought the results were pretty interesting:

25% of women think their ass is too fat…

10% of women think their ass is too skinny..

The other 65% say that they don’t care; they love him, he’s a good man, and they would have married him anyway.

Off to read now. Night!

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Sunday Night

Another weekend has passed. Went and got Aidan from my mom’s yesterday. He was being as silly and cute and sweet as ever. Getting back into mommy mode is always a challenge after these long breaks, though.

Yesterday, I finished reading Uglies by Scott Westerfeld, and now I’m reading Pretties. Specials is ready for me to pick up at the library, so I’m going to do that Tuesday. They’re very intense books, hard for me to blow through like I do with most YA novels. Interesting stuff, though.

Today, I watched The Covenant. It was predictable, but the guys were hot. Not a favorite, but it was enough to pass the time. I had a pretty lazy Sunday. Reading, resting, sitting in the glider while the electric heater blew directly on me, curled up in a blanket. It was restful. I didn’t get bored until the middle of Family Guy this evening.

I blew a fuse yesterday evening. Or tripped the circuit breaker. Whatever it is. I was typing away on the computer, enjoying the really warm air from the electric heater on my toes when PHOOOM. Half the apartment went dark. “Nice,” I muttered. Then I noticed night lights glowing in the other room. I knew then that I’d tripped a circuit. I fixed it and vowed to never put the electric heater on II again. This place can handle I, but not II.

We got a lot of snow, so driving tomorrow is something I am not looking forward to. Everything is prepared for work tonight, so tomorrow morning, I won’t have to rush, and I will probably need extra commute time. The freezing drizzle has me really nervous. That’s the dangerous, scary stuff. I hope the roads are okay by the time rush hour hits.

Lots going on in my mind. Just a lot of thinking I need to do. But scared to start muddling through it all. And paperwork. I’m so gosh darn sick of paperwork. Seems like there is always a problem and people want to point fingers instead of owning up and taking accountability and getting things resolved. I just know I’d like to RELAX fully and completely for once, but I can’t because there is always something to worry about, some issue to deal with.

And God do I need a massage. One of those ninety-minute ones from Gentle Wind by Heather Lane. I just need some Reiki, Swedish and deep tissue. Mmmm. I’m all tied up in knots and it hurts.

But anyway, before I go, here are a couple of surveys.

Sunday Night Surveys

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Personality Test

This is pretty much right on!


Your Five Factor Personality Profile


Extroversion:

  • You have medium extroversion.
  • You’re not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
  • Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
  • But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your “down time.”

Conscientiousness:

  • You have low conscientiousness.
  • Impulsive and off the wall, you don’t take life too seriously.
  • Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.
  • Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it’s difficult for you to get important things done.

Agreeableness:

  • You have medium agreeableness.
  • You’re generally a friendly and trusting person.
  • But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
  • You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

  • You have medium neuroticism.
  • You’re generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
  • Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
  • Your life is pretty smooth, but there’s a few emotional bumps you’d like to get rid of.


Openness to experience:

  • Your openness to new experiences is high.
  • In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.
  • You’ll try almost anything interesting, and you’re constantly pushing your own limits.
  • A great connoisseur of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.

(Originally published at Anywhere Is…)

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The Truth About My Writing

The hardest block I’m trying to work through is the “you need to be working on more important things than this silly dream of yours” block. This block is more dangerous than writer’s block, in my opinion, because this block convinces me that my writing is a waste of time, that I’ll never make it, that this is a stupid daydream and that I need to give up on it and get a job at Applebee’s or something to make ends meet, instead of wasting time trying to write something that an editor will buy. Then something that people will buy.

At least with writer’s block, one has the desire and the will to write. The YNTBWONMITTTSDOY block is one that induces guilt, and shame, and makes me feel as though I don’t really have a right to do this, because there’s nothing really to strive for other than a bunch of useless manuscripts to shove under the proverbial bed, a lot of wasted time, and nothing really to show for it.

I am scared that all of my friends will realize their writing dreams, and I’ll be left in the dust. And I especially fear that this is something else I can add to the “just not good enough” pile. Once upon a time, I’d considered myself anything but ordinary. But now, I think I’m nothing but ordinary.

And as much as that thought disappoints me, it doesn’t surprise me. It’s how I’ve always thought of myself.

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