You might be feeling emotional discomfort as the seriousness of a current situation increases beyond your original expectation. It’s not that you are in over your head, but your insecurities are being rattled in a way that you might not yet understand. Sure, you Sagittarians seek wisdom from your experiences, but at this time it’s more important that you just stay emotionally present. Understanding can come later.
I had dinner at Katie’s (live4himalways) tonight. It was so much fun. Just girls. Me, Katie, and her mom. Well, Aidan too. He’s not a girl, but he’s a baby, sort of. ANYWAY. Katie’s mom is an EXCELLENT cook. I mean WOW. Dinner was so yummy. We had beef and noodles and yummy sour dough biscuits. I’d been looking forward to it all day–the good food and the time with Katie and her mom.
Guess what? I played a chord on the guitar. YES! I played a D. A GOOD D! And I played 2 notes on Katie’s flute, but I don’t know which ones they were. When I was leaving, Katie’s mom said “Katie loves you, and I can see why.”
So, Katie and her mom warned me of the painful sacrifices I’m going to have to make to learn guitar. I hope I can hang when it gets really tough. The chords sound like the easy part. It’s the callous development that I’m scared of. Eep.
Tomorrow, I get to hang out with Emily (yoimemily). Should be some good times. Especially if we go to Maggie Moo’s. I’m looking forward to spending time with her. It’s been too long since I’ve seen her!
Your sense of who you are has been undergoing dramatic changes, and now you could be ready to take a very fundamental and practical step to solidify the transformation. The problem is that you are not in this alone. Even if you are without a close partner, your current decisions will have an impact on others and you need to take them into account. It may take a few days for you to feel like it’s really okay to do what you want to do. Don’t rush the process.
How do they know? You know, horoscopes are often so generic and silly that they are best used for entertainment purposes only. But sometimes, they are so right on, they just hit you in the gut. I feel that I am definitely changing. Doing things I never thought I’d do. Making friends. DRIVING. It’s amazing how I’m growing and changing, and yet, still trying to remain true to myself.
I still have a lot of work to do. A LOT. So, I won’t rush.