What a way to spend a Saturday night. πŸ™‚

This really is more about me than you ever cared to know. Read them if you’re THAT bored. Warning: There might will be some *language* behind these cuts so don’t read it if you’re easily offended or something…

I found this one in a friend’s really old LJ entry.

I am not: perfect
I hurt: all the time
I love: God, Aidan, music, shopping, computers
I hate: when I make stupid choices, when people are pissed at me, struggling with certain sins (best kept private except from God)
I fear: too many people finding out my deep, dark secrets
I hope: that one day I can love myself as God loves me
I crave: mmm
I cry: too darn much
I care: too much
I always: worry about everything
I long: to write for a living
I listen: all the time.
I hide: lots of secrets and wicked/bad parts of me
I drive: a lot
I dance: all the time, even at Best Buy in front of everyone (DDR!)
I write: A LOT
I breathe: air
I play: with Aidan’s toys a lot.
I miss: nothing much…
I search: for happiness in lots of wrong places
I learn: something new everyday
I feel: scared. all the flippin’ time.
I know: nothing much, really.
I say: what about breakfast at tiffany’s. sorry.
I succeed: at being aidan’s mommy–most of the time.
I fail: at too much
I wonder: what God has in store for me
I want: to go to sleep
I worry: myself sick
I wish: I was normal, whatever that means
I have: lots
I give: loyalty, love, and maybe too much?
I fight: with God
I need: to be less sensitive, sabatoging, worried, scared

01. Full Birth Name: yeah
02. Hair Colour: golden
03. Eye Color: hazel
04. Height Currently: 5’2 and 1/2″
05. Glasses/contacts: depends on my mood
06. Birthdate: December 20
07. StarSign: Sagittarius
08. Current Age: πŸ™‚
09. Siblings: 1 sister
10. Siblings Age: πŸ™‚
11. Location: OH
12. College Plans: myeah, about that…
13. Any Piercing: I want to get my navel done again!

SOCIAL LIFE
01. Best Friends: um… Andy, Jen*Jen, Charla, Ivy
02. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: –
03. Current Crush: –
04. Hobbies: writing, photography, computer, music, reading
07. What Type Automobile Do You Drive: Hyundai Accent
08. Are You Timely Or Always Late: I try to be a bit early.
09. Do You Have A Job: Yes.
10. Do You Like Being Around People: Sometimes… I like my alone time too

STUFF
01. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: Too many times.
02. Have You Ever Cried Over Something Someone of The Opposite Sex Did: *eye roll*
03. Do You Have A “Type” Of Person You Always Go After: Meh.
04. Want Someone You Don’t Have Right Now: I used to… now I’m not so sure…
05. Ever Liked a close Guy/Girl Friend: meh… I guess
06. Are You Lonely Right Now: –
07. Ever Afraid You’ll Never Get Married: –
08. Do You Want To Get Married: –
09. Do You Want Kids: My one and only Aidan

PEOPLE Who Do You Think Of When you Hear These Names:
Shawn/Sean: a guy I knew in college.l
Steve: πŸ™‚ mmm good memories
Pat: SNL
Bobby: Brady
Jessica: Sarah
Elizabeth: my mother in law

FAVORITE
01. Room In house: loft
02. Type of music: anything that sounds yummy to me
03. Song: Anywhere Is by Enya
04. Memory: I have tons!
05. Day Of The Week: Saturday
06. Colour: pink
07. Perfume Or Cologne: I think Shi, by Alfred Sung
08. Flower: wildflowers
09. Month: December
10. Season: Autumn
11. Place to be kissed: don’t fucking touch me.
12. Location for dates: –

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU:
01. Cried: Surprisingly, no.
02. Bought Something: Yes.
03. Gotten Sick: No.
04. Sang: Yes.
05. Said I Love You: Mmhmm.
06. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them, But Didn’t: Mmmhmm.
07. Met Someone New: No.
08. Moved On: Trying…
09. Talked To Someone: YES!
10. Had A Serious Talk: Yes. <3 Bex. 11. Missed Someone: Yes. 12. Hugged Someone: Yes. 13. Kissed Someone: My precious booba. 14. Fought With Your Parents: No. 15. Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: - 16. Had a lot of sleep: No. 17. Wanted This Survey To Be Over: Meh. [What band..] Reminds you of an ex-lover: Enigma Reminds you of an ex-friend: - Makes you cry: - Makes you laugh: Puck & Natty (no longer around) Makes you smile: - You never want to hear again: Third Eye Blind (which is ironic 'cause one of those Puck & Natty guys is in Third Eye Blind)... Sums up your teenage years: New Kids On The Block You want to get married to: Radiohead You like to wake up to: - You like out of your parents record collection: The old Motown stuff. You love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend: Yellowcard, I think. (Thanks, Tyler) You love the video more than the tune: Videos? They still show those? Reminds you of your first crush love: - Reminds you of your now crush love: - Makes you think of sex: Enigma Makes you think of being alone: -l Has only been released recently but you love already: - Are you embarrassed to admit you like: -. Perks you up: - You love to sing to: - [Four beverages you drink frequently] 1. juice 2. water 3. Kool Aid 4. punch [Four TV shows you liked when you were a little kid] 1. Punky Brewster 2. The Electric Company 3. Sesame Street 4. Mr. Rogers [Four places to go in your area] 1. Easton 2. My House. πŸ˜€ 3. Steak & Shake 4. - [Four things to do when you're bored] 1. Go on the Computer 2. Listen to Music 3. Watch TV/movies 4. Read [Four things that never fail to cheer you up] 1. Happy Aidan 2. Chocolate 3. Feeling loved by my friends 4. Being with good friends [Four things you can't live without] 1. God 2. Music 3. Food 4. People who love me [About ten years ago *list three things*] 1. I was 20 and in love, maybe? 2. I was still in college. 3. I had a LOT less debt. [About four years ago *list three things*] 1. I was a newlywed. 2. I was losing friends left and right. πŸ™ 3. I was trying to get pregnant. [about one year ago *list three things*] 1. I was very depressed. 2. I was very lonely. 3. I didn't have my drivers license. [Today...] 1. I went to Best Buy. 2. Had a good day with Aidan. 3. Ate Panera [Seven things you love] 1. God 2. Aidan 3. My friends 4. Writing 5. Computers & wireless internet 6. Journals 7. Expensive stuff [Seven things you dislike] 1. Fighting/arguing 2. Being hurt 3. Being lied to 4. When my friends are sad 5. Stress 6. Being so sensitive 7. Being made fun of [Seven facts about you] 1. I have dreams but I'm too scared to pursue them 2. Aidan is my only reason for living 3. I can and usually feel really lonely even if I am surrounded by people 4. I cry too much 5. I don't take good care of myself 6. I'm borderline anorexic and feel disgusted when I eat too much/binge 7. I'm TOO sensitive Spell your first name backwards - acinor (my evil twin) The story behind your lj username - I've been lilrongal for almosst 8 years. Do you like girls or guys - I hate everybody. Where do you live - in a house on a street Blanket - whut? Shoes - pink and grey champions ($9 from payless) Handbag - ooo... prada Cd in stereo right now - nothing Tattoos - none, but maybe I want one? Piercings - navel within the next 6 months. What you are wearing now - pink running pants (aeropostale!), white teeshirt. Hair - bun Makeup - none Who or what (was/is/are) - ... In my head - wouldn't you like to know? lots of blackmail material for sure... Wishing - see above. After this - more journaling Talking to - Andy Eating - shutup Person you wish you could see right now - no fucking comment Is next to you - the back of the couch? Some of your favorite movies - superstar Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month - meh The last thing you ate - a frozen hoho Do you like candles - um hmm Do you like hugs - usually Do you like the taste of blood - um... no. Do you believe in love - what kind are you talking? Do you believe in soulmates - yea... Do you believe in love at first sight - lust, maybe? Do you believe in heaven - yeah, not that i'll ever get there. Do you believe in forgiveness - shutup. What do you want done with your body when you die - I really don't give a banana. Who is your worst enemy - ... If you could have any animal for a pet what would it be? - A GIRAFFE!!! What's the latest you've ever stayed up - 27 hours. sweet. Ever been to belgium - no. Can you eat with chopsticks - kinda. What's your favorite coin - I like bicentennial quarters. What are 5 cities you wouldn't mind relocating to - London, Los Angelos, Sydney, Chicago, Las Vegas (well, maybe if they'd do something about the smoking) What are some of your favorite pig out foods - fucking... chips, hohos, chocolate in general really... What's something that you wish people would understand - That I'm THROUGH living for everyone else (except Aidan) What's something you wish you could understand better - I am not going to say it here. Just know that it fucking sucks. Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time - Jen*Jen. πŸ™ I think I’m done with the surveys now, I’m getting cranky!

Creator
The Creator

Your Jobs: You need a job where you can put your creative resources to good use. You can be a teacher , manager, counselor, spiritual leader, journalist, or designer.

Love:
You need someone who can accept your moodiness and learn to deal. You cannot have someone who will constantly put you down, order you around, or
ignore you. You need a listener who cares about your rapidly changing feelings. You may set your standards too high.
Your dream guy= Spike from Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Your dream girl= Rinoa from Final Fantasy 8, Alyssa from Chasing Amy

Most Likely…
You most likely…
Are a Gemini, Cancer, or Taurus
Like artsy movies and dramas
Dont play any sports
Have two sides to you
Like movies that make you think
Follow a religion

Best Friends: Dreamers, Social Butterflies
Love Interests: Dreamers and other Creators
Enemies: Villians and Kings

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