Now that most of the emotional stress is disappating, my body is starting to seriously crash. I’m out of here at 4 on the dot and I’m going straight home and straight to bed. So I won’t be catching Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants tonight… but I will see it before long. I hope Rob is up for another chick flick. πŸ™‚ Becky too! πŸ™‚

I got the last three A-List novels out of the library yesterday. Using the library is so much more economical than buying books–but when I fall in love with a book, I end up renewing it to the max, then I buy it anyway.

I feel so unfocused. And tired. But no longer worried, not really. πŸ™‚

i can’t believe it’s june already!

Basics:
Full Name: Ronica Lanean
Nicknames: Ronni
Marital Status: married
Location: central Ohio
Birthplace: Cleveland, OH
Birthday: December 20
The thing I most like about myself: eyes, smile, creativity
The thing I least like about myself: insecurity, too sensitive, unfocused
The thing(s) my friends like about me: They tell me that I’m kind and fun.
The thing(s) my friends don’t like about me: Probably that I’m so emotional and can cause drama at times.
Hair color: golden brownish
Eyes: hazel
Righty, lefty, ambidextrous: Righty
Siblings: sister
Hobbies: reading, writing, photography, scrapbooking, shopping, daydreaming

Favorites:
Color: pink
Song: Anywhere Is by Enya
Actor: Adam Brody
Actress: Drew Barrymore
Room of your house: Loft
Day of the week: Friday night
Season: Summer and early Autumn
Holiday: Christmas
Magazine: The Writer
Flower: Wildflowers
Ice cream: Chocolate with M&M mix-in
Thing about the opposite sex: Hair, especially if it’s dark and and curly
Town to hang out in: n/a
Car: Audi tt Roadster
Cologne/perfume: Shi by Alfred Sung
Word or phrase: banana
Fruit: I don’t know.
Thing to do on weekends: FUN STUFF
Thing to do when hanging out with friends: Talk, eat, watch movies
Number: 19

Least Favorites:
Color: not sure…
Day of the week: Monday
Holiday: Valentine’s Day

Getting Nosier:
When/if you grow up, you want to be? An author.

This Or That:
Sun or moon: Either.
X or O: X
Cat or dog: cat AND dog
Silver or gold: silver
Sleep on side or back: either
Weird or funny: funny
Grey or gray: grey
Pop or soda: pop
Black and white or color photos: either, but definitely matte print
Sunrise or sunset: sunset
Stay up late or wake up late: either
Bath or shower: either
Serious or funny : funny
Ponytail or leave it down: down
Half empty or half full: depends
Newspaper or magazine: magazine
Singing or dancing: dancing

About you !*!
Have you ever been dumped?: yes
Have you ever dumped anyone?: yes
Has your heart ever been broken?: yes
Have you ever been on a real date?: yes
Have you ever cried over a guy?: yes
Ever cheat on him?: yes
Dost thou believe in love at first sight?: yes

Survey numero dos:
How old are your parents? mom – almost 50
Do you wear glasses or contacts? depends on my mood and if my allergies are acting up or not
Dressing up for an evening out– pants or skirt? skirt or a dress. long, only.
What do you use more of: Tape, Staples or Paper Clips? staples
Do you prefer showers or baths? either
Biggest pet peeve: disrespect
Pro choice or pro life: I’m not even going to go there.
What jewelry do you wear every day (describe as best you can): wedding band, Tiffany necklace and bracelet.
Least favorite relative: no comment.
If you had (or could?) choose between being beautiful, rich, or smart, which one would you choose? smart

Third:
Put an X for those that apply
[ ] I am a teenager.
[X] I have smoked/done drugs before.
[X] I have a friend who smokes/does drugs.
[ ] The last time I cried was while I was watching a movie.
[X] I cry often.
[ ] I love shoes!
[ ] Whenever I’m bored, I usually just listen to music.
[ ] I’m ALWAYS bored.
[ ] McDonald’s is better than Burger King.
[ ] I prefer rock music over rap or R&B.
[X] The reason I couldn’t answer the last question is because I like all or most types of music.
[X] I like to read.
[ ] I have good grades and I’m still better than you!
[ ] My CD collection is so big I took a whole day just to count them all.
[X] It didn’t take a whole day, but my CD collection is still big.
[ ] Troy is one of my favorite movies.
[ ] I have at least two siblings.
[ ] I love cheesecake!
[ ] I cuss too much, and I know it.
[ ] I have a friend that I look up to because (s)he is a great influence.
[ ] I am obsessed with a hot celebrity.
[X] Ah h8 pPl DaT tYp3 lYk Di5.
[ ] The reason I couldn’t answer the last question was because I COULDN’T READ IT!
[X] I think homework on the weekends should be outlawed.
[X] I think homework period should be outlawed.
[ ] My favorite color is red.
[ ] I love changing my layouts.
[ ] I have taken a shower with more than two people of the same gender as me. With or without bathing suits. πŸ˜‰
[ ] I am going to/planning on going to a concert in the next month.
[ ] I like cats better than dogs.
[X] I can’t wait for Pirates of the Carribean 2 to come out!
[ ] I live in California.
[ ] I want to live in California.
[ ] I like football.
[ ] I should be doing my homework now, but … hey, I was bored, what can I say?
[ ] I only put an “x” on the last one because even though I don’t have homework to do, I should be doing it anyways since that’s how I am. It was all out of guilt.
[ ] I hate eggs.
[ ] SpongeBob is awesome!
[X] Randomness makes me laugh. Really loudly.
[X] I’m thirsty.
[X] I like DVDs.
[X] I can’t wait for Christmas.
[ ] I have a certain name for idiots, and I claim it as my own!!!!
[X] In the last 24 hours, I’ve talked to somebody on Instant Messanger.
[X] I am currently on a laptop.
[ ] The laptop belongs to me.
[X] I wish for a lot of things.
[ ] My birthday is coming up sometime this month.

(X) been in love
(X) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(X) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
(X) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) purposely set a part of myself on fire
(X) eaten Sushi
( ) been snowboarding
(X) met someone in person from the internet
( ) been moshing at a concert
(X) taken painkillers
(X) love someone or miss someone right now
(X) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(X) made a snow angel
(X) had a tea party
( ) flown a kite
(X) built a sand castle
(X) gone puddle jumping
(X) played dress up
(X) jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) gone sledding
(X) cheated while playing a game
(X) been lonely
(X) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(X) watched the sun set
( ) slept beneath the stars
(X) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(X) been misunderstood
(X) petted a reindeer/goat
(X) won a contest
(X) run a red light
( ) been suspended from school
(X) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(X) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) danced in the moonlight
(X) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
(X) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
( ) squished barefoot through the mud
(X) been lost
(X) been to the opposite side of the country (does las vegas count?)
(X) swam in the ocean
(X) felt like dying
(X) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers
(X) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
( ) sung karaoke
(X) paid for a meal with only coins
(X) done something you told yourself you wouldn’t
(X) made prank phone calls
( ) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(X) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X) danced in the rain
(X) watched the sun rise with someone you care about
(X) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire on the beach
(X) had a wish come true
(X) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them (but not that kind of way)
(X) kissed a mirror
(X) sang in the shower
(X) had a dream that you married someone
(X) worn the opposite sexes clothes
(X) sat on a roof top
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
(X) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(X) stayed up all night
( ) didnt take a shower for a week
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(X) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(X) are scared to watch scary movies
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) played ding-dong-ditch
(X) have a Britney Spears CD
(X) forgotten someones name

Got my email count down to four! I moved all the stuff for The Bark into its own folder, got rid of the quick action items and cleared it from 38! I’m excited. Now I have personal emails to answer and one action item that I can take care of today, and I’ll be done! For a little bit at least. WAHOO.

Back in the early 90s, I was OBSESSED with this song called No Matter What by George Lamond and Brenda K. Starr. I played it over and over and over and over and over and over and over. Something reminded me of it last night, so for shits and giggles, I went into iTunes and searched for it. THEY HAD IT! I was thrilled. I downloaded that, you know I did!! πŸ˜€

No matter what the world may do to us
No matter what may try to tear our love apart
It won’t get through to us
It’ll never change what’s in our hearts
No matter what

The house is a mess. Aidan is gone til Saturday, so this would be the perfect opportunity to do some cleaning and unpacking and laundry. Not to mention my hair. Tomorrow, though. I’m too tired today. Very tired. I hope I make it through okay.